I dont think I will ever write a book
I dont think I will get a job with anywhere reputable
I dont think I will be anything but average
I dont think I will ever leave Chilis or NJ
I dont think I will feel happy
maybe if I write out everything that I am feeling I will see how ridiculous they are and my motivation will kick back in.
Im at a really weird place and I cry a lot these days.
I dont have the support I want.
Okay, now forward.