I need to either make him mine or get over it.
the latter, by the way, is the only real option.
I just am so attracted to him, but I think that mostly stems from the invisible barrier between us.
But eventually he will do something that will make me jealous so I either need to go to the gym and become stiff competition, or like I said before, get over it.
And I’d rather go to the gym to get fit and not to try and win something that I don’t really want.
But damn boy. Damn.