Happy Merry Christmas Eve. Mine will be spent working and then going to the Jester w/ everyone for TimKat’s homecoming. After 1 or 2 beverages I will retire to my wonderfully comfortable bedroom where I will wrap presents with Brittany. Afterward I will go to sleep, possibly with the assistance of a benadryl, depending. It’s a good thing that Tomorrow will be spent getting presents and giving presents, eating with my family, loving everyone. Because maybe it will reset my inner C switch before I go absolutely buck wild on someone.
I have reached full capacity in my emotional suppressant cavity and it’s built up to my throat at this point. I can only choke it down for so long. I want to suppress it more more more until it goes away or I get over it.
BUT ALSO IM MAD YOU NEVER TOOK INTO CONSIDERATION MY FEELINGS ENOUGH TO TALK TO ME ABOUT IT. youre not dumb, you say youre smart. you say you can really really read people. then you should have been able to read me and you should have known we needed to talk.
anyway… that is the C switch going off. I need to reset it.
=( I guess I could have brought it up but I was skerd. But still.. youre the man. you do it FIRST. you guys always do everything FIRST, and thennnnnnnnn we take over. duh.