Me and Megan are going to try and put temporary dreadlocks in my hair today. I hope it works out. They’ll stay in until I wash my hair. So if I just dont wash my hair I have no problems, which is fine because you dont wash dreads anyway. But when I get tired of them, instead of having to cut them out or having years of commitment, I just add some water and voila! Normal hair.
So I realize of course I did hurt him, and Im trying to be sensitive to that because I remember when I’ve been hurt before. Its weird when one person is really hurt and the other is completely fine. Just proves even more how good of a decision this was because look, I obviously wasn’t in to it and he really really was. Unequal.
Everynight I feel really.. feverish. And my neck has been sore for days and days. And my eyes really hurt. I don’t really know what’s going on.