The nights we felt [[a l i v e]]

I am now balanced and have had a breakthrough of some sort. What? It’s about me. I’m living my life for ME now. One day, I will be married and with children, and my life will revolve around their lives. But for now I am going to relish in this reality; I have no one to watch over but myself. Nothing to hold me back from doing the things I want to do. And by GEORGE, I’m going to take advantage of that.

Today: (4 1/2 hours of sleep)
Up by 7, class at 7:30.
Afterwards, breakfast, errands, write a paper.
Class at 1:30
Afterwards, lunch/dinner, get ready for work (while watching Oprah of course).
5:00, work until who knows.

Afterwards, SLEEP! Tomorrow, laarge paper and then class.

I probably should always be busy, if only I weren’t so darn addicted to peaceful afternoons.

Hey! Been trying to meet you!

Something is very wrong with me. I can not wake up anymore. Earlier this year I was at the point where I couldn’t sleep past 11 or the latest 12. But this week especially I have just been sleeping my days completely away. It’s not like I wake up every 30 minutes and just roll over and go back to bed, I’m just honestly not waking up >:-(

But my nights are jam packed, so that probably has a lot to do with it. I didnt go to bed last night until 4 and didnt actually fall asleep until probably 6. This week has been lazy days and diner nights, ending at Tony’s.

I mish yoo everywun.
.reunion.

Shaun comes home tomorrow, Brie and Andrew might come home today. Andrew and Emily apparently are home. I open tomorrow at 10:45 and this weekend is going to be expensive and exhausting.

>:-(

Oh, it is love
From the first time I set my eyes upon yours
Thinking, “Oh, is it love?”

Oh, dear
It’s been hardly a moment
And you are already missed
There is still a bit of your skin
That I’ve yet to have kissed
Oh say, please do not go
When you know, oh you know that I must
Oh say, I love you so
You know you, oh know you can trust
We’ll be holding hands once again
All our broken plans I will mend
I will hold you tight so you know
It is love from the first
Time I pressed my hand into yours
Thinking, “Oh, is it love?”

Oh dear, its been hardly three days
And I long to feel your embrace
There are several days
Until I can see your sweet face
Oh say, wouldn’t you like to be older and married with me?
Oh say, wouldn’t it be nice to know right now that we’ll be
Someday holding hands in the end
All our broken plans will have been
I will kiss you soft so you know
It is love from the first
Time I pressed my lips against yours
Thinking, “Oh, is it love?”

Oh, your heart may long for love that is more new
So when I’m gone these words will be here
To ease every fear
And dry up every tear
And make it very clear
I kiss you and I know
It is love from the first
Time I pressed my lips against yours
Thinking, “Oh, is it love?”

Oh it is love from the first
Time I pressed my lips against yours
Thinking, “Oh, is it love?”

Oh I kiss you and I know
It is love from the first
Time I pressed my lips against yours
Thinking, “Oh, is it love?”

Rosey

I did it! I did it! What have I been writing about since June??
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Voila! I did it. Today I finally purchased a car. A car I paid for all on my own, under my name, with my own insurance. I’m proud of myself. It has new tires and a CD player, new air conditioner, very clean and well kept. I know it’s ‘just a car’ but it’s my car. You really appreciate things so much more when you buy them yourself. I’m happy now that my parent’s didn’t just go out and get me a car, even though my mom did help me pay for registering it. This is a good day.

Life is good. I’m joining the gym next week.

Dinner with Dad tonight.

I’m exhausted! It’s been a busy day.

Tonight was fun. Went to Escondidos and got served ha. I felt pretty good there.. and the bill was insanely high. Found my halloween costume. Bought that so it’s out of the way. It was the last one =)
Got my check in the mail. Holly came over and the Pool Boy was hitting on her.. jeez. Then went out with Matt, always a pleasure.

Now it’s 5:30 and I’m dead. Goodnight.