I talked to Brie today and me and her are okay. We’re actually completely fine so that’s good. Now I don’t have problems with anyone so visiting Lee is even more appealing. Secondly I had such a revealing conversating with Jay today, proving my assumptions (that he had a thing for me) to be true. How messed up on his behalf, considering him and Jon live together and are supposed to be great friends, to say he wants me to cuddle with him and that ‘it sucks Jon got to me first’. Saying he’d love to take me out on a date. It’s of course nice to hear a guy say such things (I’m allowed to admit that), but its something I find to be so two faced that I now know beyond a shadow of a doubt to never ever trust him. And I would NEVER in a million years do that to Jon. Never.
Thirdly, Tom Trucks called ME today asking for WHITE. Like I’d get that for him? Like I’m some sort of drug dealer? Are you kidding me? It really made me so angry. What scum. It’s like Mike asking for acid the other day. I told him off too. What complete crap. It makes me mad because people know I don’t deal. They just get so consumed by drugs that they lose any pride or self respect and just go out on a limb.. calling anyone possible, regardless of how it makes them look. And it seems like I live in a town where everyone has their drug of choice.. and everyone is desperate for it. How fortunate I’m not one of those people.
Today was quite the day for phone calls.
He texted me last night saying I love you.. and I love ya.. several times. Saying hes happy. That’s good to hear, but I can’t help but wonder how long it is until we really lose contact