I just got off the phone with my mom and suddenly everything that was bothering me has come crashing back down, clouding me. Fucking choking me. None of it was gone; simply temporarily forgotten. I told her I’m seeing a councelor tomorrow because now I friggen HAVE to.

Tear out my hair, grind my nails on my skin… I’m antsy and tired and irritable.

Heart attack.

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