You know, dear readers, over half of my entries are private. And the public ones are usually meaningless and in no way deep. I have so much spilling out of my mind, but those thoughts need to stay with me alone. So, when you read this, know that everything said is about 1/800th of my life. And in all actuality, I have many posts about the important things. In fact, my private posts are probably deeper then anything ever written publicly.
All you need to know is that currently in my life I am a bit regretful, very confused, and am trying to do ‘the right thing’ in every aspect of my life. And it’s one of the hardest things I’ve done.
And I want to go back.