College is hard

I have a billion and one assigments to do this weekend. Jon and the guys are away all weekend; I miss gravy =(! So Ill spend my weekend catching up on my work! woohoo. Jon gave me wish bear and sprayed his cologne on it for me to sleep with. =( Still miss my lover.
Im having problems with my mom. Majorish. Ugh.. stress. Today at Jons I was crying and he was so strong and took control and looked into my eyes and made me feel like maybe everything will be okay. Maybe there is light where I hadn’t seen any before. I love him. God I need him in my life..

Tonight, sleeping will be lonely.

Until next time, I may starve to death this weekend.
-Che