Have I strayed? Just utterly lost all direction, took a complete left turn and abandoned all I worked towards. My goodness, the conversation I had with my mom today really shows how much we have changed. Apartments, sex, living with others.. conversations that I would never bring up because I’d known what she’d say. But regardless of that, I.. I don’t know. Life is just so different then it used to be. And I did really change after last Lee Day when I was horribly DICKED over by some ‘loving christian friends’. But Jesus is still my Lord and my savior, I just need to make him number one again. it’s just hard to back track.
Dominican in 2 days!
Lee in 15 days!
I really though, can not wait to see Jon